Helping others but needing help?

I was never good at being able to tell whether i should stop, or continue helping other people.

Friends needing help; people i care about taking wrong steps in their lives and then picking up the pieces. To be honest, i wish that someone would look out for me; and take the time to talk to me about how i feel, what i want, what i feel i need.

Despite having no money; i continue to take the time to help others, to help friends in need and make sure that they are ok.

I used to be selfish, used to care about myself and what i wanted; but after seeing how that affected friends and family; i changed. I started again and try my hardest to help others.

A great believer in Karma, i believe that i have a lot of karma that is bad and that it shall continue to haunt me, my life, my thoughts.