It's starting to get late and i am still wide awake; Finding it hard to sleep, to live, to survive. Like my final thoughts whilst finishing off the ending tags on a long website project.
Music pumping through my ears; pain through my veins... my thoughts being that the music is what keeps me going. I am not sure why, depressed or stressed or maybe a disorder unknown to me; my head is constantly in a whirlwind.
These thoughts i place onto a blog; thanks to Google :)
I have always been a web kinda guy; a person who enjoys creative tasks. To be able to keep busy is what i feel keeps me from taking drastic steps.
Now, jobless and with bills mounting up, this free blog is where i place my thoughts of hurt, depression, darkness and sadness.
As sad as it may seem, that i am up all night writting my thoughts; only to be seen by no one at all.
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