A stable financial zone would allow me to get back on track... Doubts to my life that people on DIGG would care about some guy whos suffering. I guess its my own fault..
Monday, 8 March 2010
Can DIGG help?
Submitting my thoughts to DIGG gave an idea. Can DIGG>COM actually help me/make me better.
A stable financial zone would allow me to get back on track... Doubts to my life that people on DIGG would care about some guy whos suffering. I guess its my own fault..
The digg effect may help; but the chances of that are slim; because no one will digg this Blog.
A stable financial zone would allow me to get back on track... Doubts to my life that people on DIGG would care about some guy whos suffering. I guess its my own fault..
Is death an option out?
Heartbroken, financially ruined and digging a hole deeper than can be climbed... Is suicide a way out, or another hole to be dugg.?
Financial Issues
With over £400 minus in the bank, and still many more bills to pay. Its hard to cope; i see no way out.
My thoughts placed on this site; TO see what people say. I look for work; but no luck :(
My thoughts placed on this site; TO see what people say. I look for work; but no luck :(
Helping others but needing help?
I was never good at being able to tell whether i should stop, or continue helping other people.
Friends needing help; people i care about taking wrong steps in their lives and then picking up the pieces. To be honest, i wish that someone would look out for me; and take the time to talk to me about how i feel, what i want, what i feel i need.
Despite having no money; i continue to take the time to help others, to help friends in need and make sure that they are ok.
I used to be selfish, used to care about myself and what i wanted; but after seeing how that affected friends and family; i changed. I started again and try my hardest to help others.
A great believer in Karma, i believe that i have a lot of karma that is bad and that it shall continue to haunt me, my life, my thoughts.
Friends needing help; people i care about taking wrong steps in their lives and then picking up the pieces. To be honest, i wish that someone would look out for me; and take the time to talk to me about how i feel, what i want, what i feel i need.
Despite having no money; i continue to take the time to help others, to help friends in need and make sure that they are ok.
I used to be selfish, used to care about myself and what i wanted; but after seeing how that affected friends and family; i changed. I started again and try my hardest to help others.
A great believer in Karma, i believe that i have a lot of karma that is bad and that it shall continue to haunt me, my life, my thoughts.
From the start
It's starting to get late and i am still wide awake; Finding it hard to sleep, to live, to survive. Like my final thoughts whilst finishing off the ending tags on a long website project.
Music pumping through my ears; pain through my veins... my thoughts being that the music is what keeps me going. I am not sure why, depressed or stressed or maybe a disorder unknown to me; my head is constantly in a whirlwind.
These thoughts i place onto a blog; thanks to Google :)
I have always been a web kinda guy; a person who enjoys creative tasks. To be able to keep busy is what i feel keeps me from taking drastic steps.
Now, jobless and with bills mounting up, this free blog is where i place my thoughts of hurt, depression, darkness and sadness.
As sad as it may seem, that i am up all night writting my thoughts; only to be seen by no one at all.
Music pumping through my ears; pain through my veins... my thoughts being that the music is what keeps me going. I am not sure why, depressed or stressed or maybe a disorder unknown to me; my head is constantly in a whirlwind.
These thoughts i place onto a blog; thanks to Google :)
I have always been a web kinda guy; a person who enjoys creative tasks. To be able to keep busy is what i feel keeps me from taking drastic steps.
Now, jobless and with bills mounting up, this free blog is where i place my thoughts of hurt, depression, darkness and sadness.
As sad as it may seem, that i am up all night writting my thoughts; only to be seen by no one at all.
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